November 27, 2009: My goodness me
15 October, 2005: Auntie!
3 September 2005: Birthday
7 July 2005: And life goes on
18 June 2005: Evil neighbours
1 June 2005: Pushes diaryland door open...
30 September 2004: Not sleeping in the day
29 September 2004: Spiritual awakening
20 September 2004: What's on my mind is... a lot of growling
24 July 2004: Letting go
26 April 2004: Everything's coming together beautifully
31 March 2004: Turned inside out
26 March 2004: One year
23 March 2004: Tearful
22 February 2004: Life never turns out the way you think it will
28 January 2004: On resentments
4 January 2004: Not new year's resolutions but some ideas
31 December 2003: On being 30
30 December 2003: Nearly 30
15 December 2003: I wish it was over
9 December 2003: Mixed up?
8 December 2003: A corner has been turned
4 December 2003: No turning back
2 December 2003: Goodwill to all except me
1 December 2003: Wind me up and watch me go
28 November 2003: This is how it feels...
26 November 2003: Peace reigns
16 November 2003: A bridge to normal living
15 November 2003: Out of the black and into the red - and pink
12 November 2003: Sometimes you've got to rewind to go forward
28 October 2003: Having a spazz-attack
24 October 2003: A little look backwards
19 October 2003: A million memories captured on film
19 October 2003: Back on the pink cloud
9 October 2003: Patience and time
6 October 2003: The view from the other side
4 October 2003: Back to life, back to reality
1 October 2003: I'm so tired
28 September 2003: Peace of mind
24 September 2003: Half a year sober
23 September 2003: Hungry. Angry. Lonely. Tired
21 September 2003: A new soundtrack to my life
16 September 2003: Progress... and a lot of Red Bull
16 September 2003: Forgiveness? Or temporary insanity?
9 September 2003: Deposing the benign tyrant
6 September 2003: They fuck you up, your mum and dad...
4 September 2003: Testing times
29 August 2003: I'm just a girl who can't say no...
27 August 2003: The promises
26 August 2003: Five months sober
23 August 2003: The quiet life?
21 August 2003: Just for today
20 August 2003: Dealing with ups and downs
19 August 2003: Dream a little dream
16 August 2003: Learning to get honest
15 August 2003: Recovery... Why?
15 August 2003: Step Two changed my life
14 August 2003: More music memories
13 August 2003: What do I do when I feel blue?
2 August 2003: Is she the right sponsor after all?
30 July 2003: Spiritual experiences
24 July 2003: Why AA?
21 July 2003: Serenity and why I'm a convert
19 July 2003: Emotional sobriety
14 July 2003: On food and weight
13 July 2003: A turning point
8 July 2003: A sponsor for Nic
7 July 2003: Sober blessings
4 July 2003: It's all around
2 July 2003: My higher power
1 July 2003: Life story
30 June 2003: Regrets... I've had a few
27 June 2003: Even food improves...
26 June 2003: Integrating all the Nicolas
25 June 2003: Right decisions
25 June 2003: On being detached
24 June 2003: What is wrong NOW?
17 June 2003: Confusing looks
16 June 2003: Losing it...
11 June 2003: Doing a chair...
8 June 2003: Moment of clarity
21 May 2003: A strange day
19 May 2003: A letter to my addiction
12 May 2003: Food rears its ugly head
12 May 2003: My name is Nic and I'm an alcoholic